thedreamingtherapist

Fear of abandonment

Obstacle course of sorts. Mum going on first then two others I can’t more remember who, then me. Mum was jumping into water but then she vanished. I was screaming for her but no reply. I knew she was ok but she’d disappeared. Abandonment fear I think that’s about.

Suicide bomber

I was at work though it didn’t look like work. I was counselling a lady in a hijab. In the middle of the session a blond woman wearing sunglasses was staring through the door. I tried to ignore her but she entered. She said she had a belt on and she was going to setContinue reading “Suicide bomber”

Mum and the friend

This was a while ago now The friend I always dream about had left get kids at home thinking that they were being looked after but then they had no babysitter be so I volunteered to go home and look after them. Mum said she’d come with me.i was annoyed that I had to leaveContinue reading “Mum and the friend”

Dad

All I remember is that he bought me something, I said thank you and he gave me a hug. I felt the love. Love like I never felt when he was alive. This makes me realise the healing power of dreams

Loss of my cat

Took my male cat to my mum’s church with me. My friend who I bought the cats from was with me. I was carrying him in my arms, cuddling him. We thought was safe to let my cat into the room because it was just one room but we didn’t raise that the window wasContinue reading “Loss of my cat”

Dad, disappointment and anger

Was at at house I grew up in with mum and dad, though didn’t look like that. It was the morning after they night before. Dad had been awful. I was embarrassed by him. He’d been awful in front of everyone. I was so disappointed. I wouldn’t talk to him properly. I’d been told ofContinue reading “Dad, disappointment and anger”

All in one night

This was a while ago now. I was talking about trauma. I was being sick, this stuff just coming out of my mouth, it just kept coming. It didn’t look like sick, like strands of playdoh. Teeth falling out. Didn’t feel shame for being sick. My tights were then down, I kept having to pullContinue reading “All in one night”

Many dreams

One the friend I always dream about being horrible to me Another, I had been raped but didn’t remember that I had been. I don’t know how I knew, if someone had told me, but I had totally forgotten. No memory of it, due to the trauma. Another I was on something that was makingContinue reading “Many dreams”

The friend I always dream about

My friend who o regularly dream about. All these dreams I’m comparing myself to her and feeling inadequate. I see her as having an easy life, everything landing in her lap. Get having so much money she can pay ease in her life. So many dreams of this nature. All linking to my own selfContinue reading “The friend I always dream about”

Application for some kind of drama or singing thing. The pieces of paper were supposed to be standard but they’d all used different forms. One had the name of my long term client on it. I told the person I was going through them with about the issue, she asked if would be a problem.Continue reading